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It was great bathed by those light as if nothing bad going to happen. However, as the time passes by, the darkness inside me slowly consumes my light. Now the world is far too radiant till it hurts so much. Do I still belong in here anymore? Do this kind of person still have any future? Or should I never existed in the first place? I don't know and don't want to know the answer anymore. Too tired for searching the answer. Too tired to feel sad anymore. It would be better not to feel anything in the first place. Even if you say those bewildering words, my heart would be elsewhere as my mind refuse to accept it. Do I feel unneeded? Do I feel not loved? Do I feel lonely? I know nothing of it. There's only me that's all left in here.
Where ever I go, I'll always end up in my cold and dark world alone...
Drown in the endless abyss...
Hoping someday the light will come once again...
As the sun leaving its glories moment to the luminous moon, I realized it is time for me to leave, spreading this wings of freedom then soared to the vast burning sky and to the future that lies ahead.

Jan. 29th, 2011

Life is never written by a pencil and an eraser, it's always written by a pen. Think before you write cause you can't change it once you've wrote it on your paper of life

Happy New Year

Happy New Year, may this wonderful year gives lots of joy and peace.


Nobody that I know can be trusted and what I've done only make people around me suffers.
It is sad to grow old but nice to ripen.

Nov. 20th, 2010

As I keep walking forward, I didn't realize the most important thing had gone from my life...

Writer's Block: Speak and spell

If you could cast one type of magic spell, which would you choose, and why?

A spell to manipulate memories. There's a lot of things that must be forgotten for the better things.

Nov. 18th, 2010

Little by little it's coming back to me, but it's not the same like the old one that I had before.